Selected Excerpts


“This book provides some ugly truth. And, no, it’s not as pretty as pictures of smiling bodybuilders with huge shoulders and massive pecs, but I don’t want it to be. What I’m going to do is pull back the “muscle curtain” and show you the world of steroids, letting you see what is illusion, and what is truth.” Download PDF >>Preface

Chapter 1

“Steroids give you a feeling of false invincibility. The muscles that they produce look and feel real, but I knew they were just an illusion. Without any testosterone coursing through me, I began to feel more husk than human. Looking at the mirror only confirmed my fears: I saw a wasted and worthless human being staring back.” Download PDF >>Chapter 1

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